Monday, November 23, 2009
i miss you. and i don't think that you ever think about me anymore. sighs. i miss your presence around me. days and nights. talk about everything. make fun of each other. miss that place. miss our first date. sighs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dreamt of you last few days. wonderful. didn't get the chance to see your face there, but a note telling me that you missed me, and you care that i'm hurting now. :'(
you're moving on now. happily. i'm happy for you though. i'm sorry for the past. didn't mean to do those thing to you. yes, it was a mistake. i was crazy all over you. head over heels. you were the one that can win me other than her. i swear.
for all ths time, i keep this all to myself. but i just can't..... do it anymore. I MISS YOU! soo bad :''(
was expecting you to text me on my birthday. just a simple text, it doesn't matter. as long as u remember. but sigh, you didn't. :'(. but i know why. cause i didn't do the same thing on your birthday. i'm sorry. i'm sure you were with her. i didn't wanna interupt. at all.
we used to have our last date. but i refused. cause i didn't want to see your face. i'm scared. i'm scared of losing you, its true. but i had to. cause i have her. :'(
didn't expect i would regret that. i thought i'll be okay. but i was wrong all along. though u didn't treat me well at first. being so ego. but i just love the way you were. that wins my heart. sighs....
i do miss "myself". at that moment. hmm..
im not being myself since we had to move seperate ways. i just wanna hold on to those feelings. i wanna keep on loving you. but sighs.. thats never gonna happen cause i have her. hmm..
i want that wonderful feelings in me to stay. just like when you were with me. :") but now you're gone, its okay. it was my fault.. my mistake. :')
no matter how much it kills me now. no matter how deep it cuts. i don't mind. seeing you happy now, is enough for me.
i deleted all of our memories. pictures. videos. sighs, and i FUCKING REGRET IT. i miss seeing those at nights. what am i going to do now! :''(
eventhough at first i didn't know if what i was doing's right. but it just felt so right . as much as i wanted to stay and have you around.
but......... we can't.
all i ever wanted was you.. and i know. all u wanted was me too :''(
i hate the way we end. its not supposed to be that way. hmmm.....
yes, i know there's still pain in me and I AM IN DENIAL. :'')
i wanted to be there for you. i wanted to be the one. i always have.
thanks for everything..
I've reborn when i was with you..
u taught me alot..
u taught me how to be strong..
" you've been crying over the same person and matter. give it a break. "
i'll always remember those words..
u gave it to me, when we first chatted..
:')
you have no idea how much you meant for me. and i have to agree, leaving you was the hardest thing i have to sacrifice for you. i love what i had (you). and since then, i am seeing myself so differently. without you.
aii wavv you.. unconditionally. :'')
let this be my deepest secret. i'm happy for you now, i do. =)
♥A. I MISS YOU ALOT!
*change your mind*
Labels: i miss you. :"
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:59 AM
Friday, November 20, 2009
20th November, happy birthday mama!!!!!!! ♥♥
we had fun last night, made a surprise for mama.hehe. the awesome part was..... when my brother went out from a hugeeee box, with a cake for her. nyehehee. he just arrived brunei few hours before the surprise, and mama didn't know that he's coming back. glad mama looooooveee it.
we love you soo much mama!! always.. forever. :') the best woman ever . much loves from us.. hee *kisses hugs*
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my shorty mom. haha! ;p. will upload the pictures of the surprise/celebration sooooooooooon. pasal the pictures aren't at me now.
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soooooooo, EXAMS OVER NOW!!!!!!!!! and i'm so fucking excited. pasal aku iski. haha. well, exams were being such a bitch to me. idk, hope the result will repay all my sacrifices for all ths times :(. ahhhhh, whatever it is, im free nowwwwwwwwwwwww. gahhhh!! ;D ;D ;D ;D
just some random snaps of my jobless nights! :D utk nzam. ;p
Labels: 20th november is today :D
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10:16 AM
18th November 2009
so... i've known you and your families for about 5 years..
and.... awwhh, its been 3 years that i am yours, baby. i heart you. ;D
hope u like those! ;D
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:)
Labels: 18th november 2006, we started. :)
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10:08 AM
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Labels: plurkies.
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2:30 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009
i just wanna thanks to them for everything! =) i love you girls to teeny weeny bits! ♥♥
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--19th--
yes, drg jahat. haha!
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♥ the world will turn WILD.
2:43 AM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
wow, its been a while since i last checked my LIVE TRAFFIC FEEDJIT , to ofcourse,MY BLOG
MALIEYY.BLOGSPOIT.COM. oooops,
MALIEYY.BLOGSPOT.COM
and i found something interesting. ohh, i knew it. ;)
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maliey brunei blogspot? yeah great, BRUNEI DARUSSALAM KUALA BELAIT KA2131 ah?
??? speechless. 8-)
it's Nurul Amali Bte Abdul Kadir with an
IC number 31-0035STALKER. ;)
this is FUN! ;D
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2:22 AM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
14th october 2009
i'm...... speechless. i just wanna thanks to you'all..
for the presents *especially my baby :'') *, for the hundredsss / tonnesss of greeting through FB, msgs, plurks!, blogger, MSN, calls, webcams *pointing arh ia, thanks for the happy birthday song that you sang for me ;'D*
overall, i just love yesterday. :')
eventhough i couldn't celebrate my birthday this year ( due to my big exam on the NEXT day ), but itsokay. i'm happy enough. :))
i'll be having a small celebration for my girls and the boys at my place this saturday. can't wait to see them pasal me is missing NURHAMIZAH HB, SHARIFAH YAZNI HWS, HAMYZAH HAZWANI AND BABY KHAREEMA VERYYY STRONG!! ;D
well, smpat jua take some snaps on the greetings. not all pasal too much, especially arh FB. but again, thanks!!!
Labels: my day ;D
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3:02 AM
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
random pictures of our hari raya together.
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♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:26 PM
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
lets count the days till i finish all my papers, together ;D
15th October Mathematics p1
20th October Chemistry p3
21st October Mathematics p4
27th October Physics p3
28th October Mathematics p3
4th November Mathematics p6
Chemistry p2
Chemistry p5
9th November Physics p4
11th November Chemistry p4
13th November Physics p1
16th November Physics p2
Physics p5
20th November Chemistry p1
End =))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Labels: nyeh
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:49 PM
A’ level is within
14 days. And I...... :’//
So I won’t be updating my blog from now on.
Overall, i have 14 papers.
Maths p1 p3 p4 and p6
Chemistry p1, p2, p3, p4 and p5
Physics p1, p2, p3, p4 and p5
Glad that i don’t have any English/GP papers ;)
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my first paper starts on 15th October, and my last paper will be on 20th November.
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! bawa aku lari dari sini please. sisters?????????????????? girlsss???????????????????? ;D ;D ;D
wish me all the best.. all i need is luck.. cause hmm.. actually aku bnar2 give up udah..... but yeah, for the sake of MY PARENTS and my better FUTURE, i gotta do ALL MY BEST. this is the last chance maliey, LAST. do not waste it. aiteeeeeeeeeee. cakap plg saja aku ani. ia jua ari2 kan tdor saja during my study time. pfffffft. well, AKU BANCI SKULAH UDAH. AND I F*CKING WANT TO START WORKING BY NEXT YEAR, AND I DON'T CARE SIAPA KAN NGATUR2 AND PAKSA AKU SAMBUNG BELAJAR OVERSEA LAGI. no, i DON'T want. pffffffffft.
bah udah, malieyyyy has a date with Mr physics tonight :8). NOT. :)
Labels: exam.
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9:35 PM
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Malieyy
